bottle of gin - big melancholy lyrics
[btd spectre]
ayy, f*ck
ayy, f*ck
ayy, f*ck, ayy
couldn’t break up out of my head
i take some meds but not prescribed
i think i’m off it again
i snort a line of oxycontin
falling harder then planned
just like an angel cast and part of the plan
wish i was fine i know
but couldn’t even f*cking pretend
i wipe my tears and face this bottle of gin
my soul to suffer like its been and always over again
as i be waiting for this bullsh*t to end
it’s never ending like the story
dragging ash in my hands
now blowing smoke just like a dragon
spazzing harder again
like i’m an addict fiend for things to change
while chasing things to take my pain
in place of what was here in face
to stay but couldn’t face today
i’m stuck in place with “mary jane”
in lungs it always numbs the pain
won’t pray to god
no words to say
so let it burn and fade away
i grip my blade and say
“you follow now or burn in flames
of ash and all your hopes and dreams”
i bathe in blood while satan takes the will of what i had
in hopes of living life
still lacking better things
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