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manic depressive episodes - big melancholy & bxbyjxmes lyrics

[verse 1: bxbyjxmes]
i’m praying for forgiveness, but i keep the devil in my distance
the darkness keeps me on a mission to find the light inside my visions
the hate i got is almost sickening
i’m not friends with none of you b*tches
i’m walking dead amongst the living with my thoughts that sunk in trenches
been on six different paths of pain
i just wanna cry and blame it on the rain
i can never vibe ’til i’m smoking on that stank
only type of green that manages to keep me going sane
all i see is bodies hidden in the mist
blood wet ground made the soil real rich
weave a hand sign, watch ’em burn real quick
exhaling firе while rapping with a lisp

[verse 2: bxbyjxmes]
i’m sick of reality, hearing thе melody
defying the gravity, purging the memories
shadows possession, my mental projection
a creative conception to show the aggression
my sadness makes classics, i write with the static
the words are like magic to stamp my own status
maybe i’m manic, creating the panic
oh, f*ck, i can’t stand it, my brain is so rancid

[verse 3: big melancholy]
yeah, yeah
f*ck my life, i don’t wanna live
instead i’ll take yours and f*ck my eyes
they can’t ever see why they so hateful
but they gon’ find out, i hide and stake out
estates where you lay now
i take your brain, i’m
[verse 4: big melancholy]
f*cked up in manic depressive, the episodes linger
i c*ck the gun back, put the gun to my temple and i pull the trigger, i blow my brains out on the wall
and then i take a picture and send it to my little sister and tell her i love her, i’m sorry your brothers a sinner
but since we’ve got older, i’ve lost all of my will to give out remorse
now i don’t wanna live, huh (huh)

[verse 5: big melancholy]
rise in the night with fye, but in hindsight
i am the one that should die
take the knife, i watch as it slice
while i thrive, let it dry, one h*ll of a night, then i’m fine
i’m honestly better off in my grave
but they won’t let me leave and take away the pain, yuh
i don’t have a will to live, what is there to gain? huh
i do this for the thrill of it, what else can i say? huh
i just want control, so why they take it all away from me?
i do not feel whole inside, i cry, leave my mind vacantly (vacantly)

- big melancholy bxbyjxmes lyrics

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