i wish - big evan lyrics
verse 1
driving downtown to the beach for a swim trying to feel at peace lookin around to gather myself it’s a reach to say i’m feelin as sweet as a peach. this is what i do at the beach cause i’m mentally shattered. people think i’m alright but in reality, there’s blood on my hands that i can never wash away no matter how much. i try because of how much i feel that i hurt you and me and whenever i see someone that looks like you i can’t escape the pain
hook
cuz i wish i could take you to the beach at least one more time i wish i could make the end easier i wish i could say goodbye the way i wanted to
verse 2
god i miss you so much i think back on how much pain i caused you dog i feel like a lame bunch of broken and burned toys. i can’t even forgive or live with myself sometimes. that image of you on the floor and in pain, the days before is carved into my brain. you didn’t deserve to go like that with that big cancer wound. every time i look at the moon i think about you and how
hook 2
i wish i could take you to the beach at least one more time i wish i could make the end easier i wish i could say goodbye the way i wanted to (beat fades a little bit)
(fast*forwarding sound effect)
(june the 18th 2021)
verse 3
it’s been 2.6 years since me and mum said goodbye to you but homie you’re never over like eminem ridin with proof losing you was like a beautiful pain cause you’re an emblem of hope and happiness. you touched and taught so many people influenced me to be stronger and a better me and homie i ain’t ever slowing down nope. you planted the seed for me to succeed and grow like an apple tree and anyone trying to diss you bout to disappear like poof. they ain’t ever gonna pass me like usain bolt nah that’ll happen the day someone eats a supernova and lives to 92. dog i have been writing a song about you sure there were a lot of battles and squabbles along the way. but i’m winning the war they used to have their thumb on me and try to pull the rug from underneath me. now i’m stompin em like a haka. stumping em like rick allen. exposing em like pusha t embarrassing em like 50. i ain’t ever gonna let them tear me down again cuz now they fail completely in comparison. it’s not even fair to em people boo em at their badge pitch and get hit wid a switch at home. and get yelled at well i’m making all homies proud cuz i don’t frown every day anymore. cuz i have real friends who i care about more than myself sometimes like my homie, this is your song i dedicate this to my dog taze
the outro
i finally got to say goodbye the i wanted to i love you taze and wait almost forgot anyone going through loss or the feelings are coming back grab a photo of em say what you wanted to say to em take a couple of deep breaths give one of ya friends or family members a hug and get it all out you’ll be much happier than before and don’t bottle it up it’s a bad idea and remember one last thing ya gotta keep ya head up
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