mediocre - benny (f.k.a. bo) lyrics
[pre*chorus]
all i ever talk about in music is my destiny
like one day imma make it if i find myself the recipe
what if im not ever supposed to make it in this business
maybe i should try to distance my success from my identity
[verse 1]
what it do what it do
i been spending all my time in my room like
i been telling everybody that i grew but
only maybe like baby steps
i moved out and i got me a job, (like a real one)
now im out here stacking cash
getting visits on the reg from my mom
please don’t tell her where i pack the stash
and im back to gas, like first day in it
homies like the pass the glass but my bad that’s cached
i just need to chill for a minute
spend too long tryna catch some ass
but im like, if she gon’ throw it, imma be a wide receiver
touch down home run im a high achiever
but sometimes only half of that is real accurate
and that’s mindset lately, fight myself im going crazy
half of me wants to be lazy, other half wants to be famous
but i, i can’t have it both
kids these days just grinding growth
they starting they studying young
can’t sleep now if i want a competitive flow
and you can find me chillin at my house
sitting on my couch, prolly got grass in my mouth
with a j cole record on loud
and the homies coming through in like half an hour
i got a six pack yuengling coolin in fridge
and i should probably try to convince
myself that i got the energy to go to the gym
but i gotta dig deep for the motivation
so i guess that i’ll just cook me some fried rice up on the stove
while i scheme about my goals and the appropriate approach
i just dream about what could be and hope that i can compose
a masterpiece before i rest in peace and start to decompose
let it breathe
but maybe im dumb to think
that these rappers are living so differently
going off what they project visibly
i guess looks are good for good looks
and looks can be deceiving
that’s the message im receiving
but, way that it is with the imagery
that’s why i think of different me in the industry
but i don’t wanna be dichotomous
that sh*t seem kinda bottomless
if i enjoy the mundane and stay true
then who gives a f*ck if it be monotonous
so tell me what i need to know
god’s plan isn’t probably more weed to blow
im tryna check checklists and whatever im supposed to
but am i meant to live a life mediocre?
[hook]
mediocre
[pre*chorus]
all i ever talk about in music is my destiny
like one day imma make it if i find myself the recipe
what if im not ever supposed to make it in this business
maybe i should try to distance my success from my identity
[chorus]
and i, maybe im just not as special
as i dreamed that i was going to be
and i, maybe my life wasn’t destined
to be the greatest or do i just need more patience
cause i don’t wanna be mediocre
yeah i never wanna be mediocre
[verse 2]
yeah, just a regular dude
only difference is, sometimes im in the booth
i never had real trauma or petty abuse
my mind started out pure and now it’s secular views
and imma probably live til im seventy two
with like a cupful, of metamucil
probably thinking back to when i dropped a couple
of mixtapes play it back on shuffle
things change for real
but still got some growing to do
got a hundred million things that im going to prove
got a hundred million reasons why i gotta get a move on
think my brain boutta blast jimmy neutron
thinking i could just lay on this futon
getting stoned as sh*t and blowin o’s
til i’m ten toes down imma give em everything
frozone cold hitting labels like whoa
lately i been guilty of swiping i got my reasons
so hit my line and i’ll be at your door with all of my demons
memento mori my intro and post romance for the after glow
know that i’m the best you ever had n0body has to know
but still, still i need your patience
still tryna make it to the indicade, sh*t
i think i been focusing on me too much
thats why it feels so good to be seen and touched
i might f*ck around a little, chase my dream and sh*t
pray for peace and then face my weaknesses
baked too long i been over toasting
to a life that im supposed to live mediocre
[hook]
[pre*chorus]
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