sacrifices - benji kaine lyrics
i been working on myself but i can’t find peace
the perfect version of myself is so beyond me
yeah, sometimes i wish i was dead
the only reason why im not is i admit i was scared
i ain’t gon lie that sh*t had hurt me, made me sick to my head
i ain’t gon let this sh*t hurt me, let it get to my head
i ain’t gon lie, ima lost cause, in my lost thoughts
im just tryna find home
thought i would fail that’s what they all thought
that’s what they all want
i just wanna be alone
makin pain song after pain song
and see the sun shine when the rain gone
they nevеr said a word that was real
yeah, that’s the burdеn i feel
you don’t know the hurt that i feel
when my potnas got murdered and k!lled
but deserve to be here, yeah you don’t know the hurt that i feel
i been walking through these puddles
staring at the clouds, thinking bout my mother
hoping the she proud
and they don’t know a thing about my life
the pain that’s in my eyes
the things ive sacrificed
all the times ive had to lie
just to try not to cry
try not to hide every feeling inside, oh
i been working on my soul
i been tryna heal i been working on my goals
i don’t know how to feel i think im becoming cold
i just wan be real i think i done done the most
i think im worthless
i don’t feel like im worth it
even though you always tell me that im perfect
tired of hurtin, tired of searching
tired of always tryna look behind the curtain
i feel so below the ground, ground
why the f*ck i feel lonely now, now
i just want you to hold me down
i just want you to hold me now
the only thing that matters is you and my son
i looked into your eyes and knew you was the one
did you ever think we’d ever get far as we come
i never thought we’d ever fall this deep in love
i been working on myself
tryna find my way back home
but things that i been through in my life
it made me feel alone
searching for the heart i had but it feels like it turned to stone
i done gave it all i had
now everything is gone except for you
except for you x3
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