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94 'til forever - bemz lyrics

[verse 1: bemz]
i was raised on the blocks
concrete jungle filled with snakes and the dogs
there was no room for love
hot sun beaming through my window
thought on my mind was how i was gonna make that million
cuz i knew that was the mission
but; grew up in a broken home
not by the system but by pain alone
for a reason ’til this day i’ll never know
blood was the link , i learnt quickly i had to hold my own
i was a king
i was ready to reclaim my throne

[verse 2: bemz]
but i was slept on
mind on a fritz i never let on
show weakness and get stepped on
i kept strong
this ain’t no happy story
i’ve seen gods glory
felt the devils rage when he took my marj away
that’s when things changed
went deep in myself fam i was insane
couldn’t think straight
wasn’t the first and last time i’d felt pain
knew she was up there, she was guiding from above
i was a young brother with no love for the world
yeah i was lost

[verse 3: bemz]
started moving anti
slowly drowning in the bitterness that was around me
no heroes round here for a young brother to idolise
i had giggs, shocks, tiny boost and young size
the music saved me
had me living in a day dream
tried to fake it
wasn’t built for the road ting
but i had older brothers round me so it was calm
you couldn’t believe what it was like in the narm
gran tried to keep me cool
keep my head in a book
she knew one bad decision was really all it took
to end up walking the wrong path
with n*ggas with no heart
it only had one end
in jail or be dead
so
she prayed everyday
for god to keep us safe
and for her to go before death took one of us away
and who knew that’d be the prayer god answered
after all this sh*t fam i swear i lost my grandma

[bridge: bemz]
yeah i grew bitter when i found that she was gone
mind dark and i can’t lie, i couldn’t front
sh*t cut me deep
couldn’t sleep, couldn’t eat for weeks
didn’t mourn , couldn’t run
wishing it was me
when will it end
i had wicked thoughts in my head
sh*t on repeat
thinking about the things i could’ve said
there was something buried in me that i couldn’t see
i had two angels up there watching over me

[verse 4: bemz]
now i’m slow dancing with lucy
her touch is burning through me
i started acting stupid
like say this was a movie
wilding out, acting nuts, like say it was cool
and dad had enough and that’s when i had to move
but now i’m living up in scotty
with n*ggas different from me
i’m living with my aunty
sh*t had me feeling aggy
sh*t was like russian roulette, swear down i had lost
i had to cope with bare sh*t, my brother it was tough
but j.r. kept in touch
when no one gave a f*ck
my brother, my right hand, he really showed me love
my guidance, my bright light, when i was in the dark
and that’s my brother and he’ll always be in my heart
so you can imagine the pain i felt when i got that call that evening
“yo bemz, sorry they caught your brother slipping”
’round about the ends with brothers he was f*cking beefing
two jooks to the chest and nah fam he ain’t breathing

[outro: bemz]
d*mn

- bemz lyrics

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