my life (milkbone-keep it real freestyle) - beasht lyrics
how the f-ck did i get here
every year i break promises, never change gears
i never gotten a chance to face my fears
everytime id lose my sh-t, gettin fired from multiple careers
sit down in an empty bar, drinkin 20 oz beers
you see all my life i lived a good life
i was raised by good parents, i grew up nice
things were going good, me and the boys would shoot dice
we lived right, pursued in music, my emotions on paper id write
then things turned dim, until theres no light
things got hostile, i grew up in the deep end with great whites
concrete jungle, only chance to survive, was a higher chance was to live and fight
no straps but alway strapped with a knife
depression grew
personas start to change
i lived in aggression and distress, my reflection acted strange
i became violent
i did all the talking, they just kept silent
lost all the support, felt like i lacked vitamins
ruthless, im let my heart sink, like the grinch my heart shrink
so many thoughts turned against me, my self-concience forgot how to think
now im addicted to death
will not stop till my last breath
suicidal was it the worth rope scars on your neck
you see
nothing like hunting for attention
sociopath or pyscho dont matter doesnt answer your question
my mind is evil, so its used as a weapon
i will never make it to heaven
bridges burn, please see this as a life lesson
a weapon of m-ss destruction
looks like god lost the manual, he can’t give me an instruction
the f-ck does it matter, im do it my self ikea construction
they say if no one is going help, you just gotta help yourself
i at a point where i use failure as my motivation
this be a joint a light it up no hesitation
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