song for someone - bayview. lyrics
[interlude]
to…my thoughts on the shelf
[verse 1]
reality is a joke to me
sadness lies out there, lurking above in these trees
feeling a bit regretful about my choice
so i need to find someone to help me rejoice
people, people expect so much from me
but i only help the ones that don’t want nothing from me
so i give them something thoughtful enough from me
so i can believe, that my soul is truly free (getting)
getting called toxic and a clingy piece of sh-t
can kind of ruin a mans self-made spirit
god i wish i could take back what i say
but it’s just a habit that happens every day (yeah)
i’m on everyone’s nerves cause i’m such a selfish f-ck
don’t want to change but i’m the ultimate hypocrite that’s always stuck
i’m so sorry to this girl i met once
didn’t mean to make you question yourself, just wanted to have fun
do you hear them? these are the sounds of the devil’s bells
come closer to your ears, till your deaf and in h-ll
being called names back and forth, you’re a f-cking c-nt
i hate the northern beaches, f-ck my life this ain’t no fun
therapy be making me go crazy
my mind is a roller coaster
breaking my mind and put a fork in a f-cking toaster
dying my hair for no reason at all “nice hair f-ggot”
f-ck i wish i had b-lls
cause if i did i would beat that piece of sh-t
but that is all just in my head
[verse 2]
no one listens to my music and i’m fine with that
but i want someone to listen so i’m more than something to look at
i know my mix is sh-t and my voice is kind of weird
but let me express myself so i can help at least one kid
i make this sh-t for fun and to keep me from suicide
and when i send these songs to someone they say awesome and lie
i want someone to feel what i feel for a week or more
but lachv is really annoying and nothing furthermore
i don’t think i have the right friends they all make me sad
i don’t think i have one friend that doesn’t make me mad
is music really the right path for me
or is it a gateway to hepat-tis c
no, but seriously do you think i’m a joke
this twitter culture is too woke
wait a couple of years i guarantee that i will be broke
and end up living a lie of what i could have been
but i already know what i could be
you can call me bayview this is me, i want to thrive
and i know my parents want me to strive
but if i played them these songs they would want me to die
so i lock myself in my room, record these songs and nearly cry
whoever’s listening thank you for understanding all these songs
i’m not going strong
i think something is wrong
maybe the cancer and the suicide are what is wrong…
these girls on yubo be liking me a lot
but my brain is wired to one girl… f-ck
just got out of a relationship and i’m sorry for that
there were so many mistakes on my part, i’m sorry, my bad
i wrote an album last year full of my feelings
but i was too afraid, sticky taped my thoughts to the ceiling
and decided to write these songs when i made bring me down
and then there was no longer a frown
thank you for listening
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