ghost - badflower lyrics
[verse 1]
i tried it once before but i didn’t get too far
i felt a lot of pain but it didn’t stop my heart
and all i really wanted was someone to give a little f-ck
but i waited there forever and n0body even looked up
i tried it once before and i think i might’ve messed up
i struggled with the veins and i guess i didn’t bleed enough
but maybe i’m alive ’cause i didn’t really wanna die
but nothing very special ever happens in my life
[chorus]
take the blade away from me
i am a freak, i am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won’t end the pain
and i’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
i died to be the white ghost
of the man that i was meant to be
[verse 2]
i tried it like before and this time i made a deep cut
i thought about my friends and the way i didn’t give enough
and i should’ve told my mother, “mom, i love you,” like a good son
but this life is overwhelming and i’m ready for the next one
[chorus]
take the blade away from me
i am a freak, i am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won’t end the pain
and i’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
i died to be the white ghost
of the man that i was meant to be, yeah
[bridge]
i tried it once again and i think i might black out
i should’ve left a letter but i had nothing to write about
my blood is all around me, i get dizzy if i stand up
the cutting part was easy but regretting it is so f-cked
[chorus]
yeah, take the blade away from me
i am a freak, i am afraid that
all the blood escaping me won’t end the pain
and i’ll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
i died to be the white ghost
of the man that i was meant to be
i tried it once again and i think i went too far
(the man that i was meant to be)
i cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
(the man that i was meant to be)
i couldn’t tell my mother that i love her, i’m a bad son
this life is overwhelming and i’m ready for the next one
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