note to self (nikki remix) - baby jay lyrics
man i swear to god i couldn’t tell you everything that i done been through
memories fade, things change and your friends too
till they see you made it, bet they hate you in a benz coupe
middle fingers waving, give a f-ck if it offends you
i been gone a couple months, haven’t heard from you
maybe i been smoking too much and i just turned from you
she gon’ disagree but b-tch it ain’t no mystery
my bank history don’t count a single dollar that i earned from you
and it’s hard for me to say it, but i live for it
part of me remembers everything that i give for it;
had to take some time to put together all the pieces
you can never take it back and i know it cause i wished for it
whip imported, doors open up distorted
shift floor it, till the brake pedal lose grip for it
living reckless and forgetting to remember it
but i could give a f-ck they say i live like a degenerate
this ain’t what you came for, it started sounding different
speaking from the brain started making all the difference
my predicament is what i really wasn’t ready for
used to drink heavy now i’m really drinking heavy more
been together seven years it’s time for me to go
i need to hit the road again its time for me to blow;
swear i think about you all the time but down deep i know
that if i try to stay that i’ll be headed 6 feet below
what will they say when i ain’t coming through the door?
maybe i was lost, maybe it was you i’m looking for;
i know it’s hard for me to leave but that’s the beauty of the war
sh-t is breaking me down, straight through me to the core
i’m bout to make a few calls, we gonna pick up some trees
didn’t know me back then, i kept a trick up my sleeves
watch me bend a few corners as i shift up the speed
run game on your girl and get that b-tch what she needs
man this sh-t is a breeze, switch my income to g’s
came up from nothing, swear that i been one with st–z
i was whippin’ through the city, got my main b-tch nikki with me
she gon’ hold me down with the sh-t until it comes to get me
at least that’s what i thought, but then it went and hit me
maybe you the reason that my bottle always running empty
is it may or december? what’s my name i can’t remember?
” baby to the jay, don’t you say it every song you sent me? ”
” what’s the matter, you forgetting where you came from?
drugs and the liquor and the weed got your brain numb?
tell yourself you doing good, sh-t you must be plain dumb
let me take you back tell me where to book the plane from? ”
but i ain’t coming back, b-tch i’m on my own two
cut a b-tch off, got the numbers in my phone new
jesus couldn’t save you if he had somebody clone you
charging more interest than a motherf-cking loan do
who do you call when everybody’s in the past?
i be staring at the walls, they don’t answer when i ask
like what the f-ck i’m gonna do? if i don’t think of something fast
ill be laying 6 feet, buried underneath the gr-ss and it’s;
it’s a cold game, she do this sh-t with no shame
fell in love with it, get a rush from it (cocaine)
fire propane, time to do my own thing
sometimes, you gotta look away when the phone rings
i been doing good incase you might’ve wondered
i’ve been drinking all night and getting high these few summers
i was tryna make a living, 18 was on my own
somehow, found a way and by 20 i was grown
swear to god, i couldn’t tell you everything that i done been through
memories fade, things change and your friends too
till they see you made it, bet they hate you in a benz coupe
middle finger waving, ima make this sh-t offend you
i’m breaking up with you, i’ll be gone before you know it
couldn’t tell you how i feel, i made a song so i could show it
i could sell you with the words, all along i been a poet
smell it in the air, that’s cause i’m rolling strong when i blow it
i remember being young when i first met you
you took the air from my lungs and it hurts that’s true
but at the end of the day i guess i paid that price;
if i got one thing to say, i hope you played that twice
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