pretend you love me - baby bugs lyrics
pretend you love me lyrics
i was just a kid but i learned much too fast
found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
and you know i hate thinking someone else did this to me
but i hide all the resources because of your enabling
and sometimes i wonder if i didn’t hurt so bad
would i have been more loveable to my mom and my dad
if i went back in time to see six year old me
i’d say the sh*t does not get better, this is who you’re meant to be
and i’m a monster so you say, and i do this all on purpose
anyway i need to feel this pain, so i can try to crawl away when you say my name
hold me down and scrеam at me
said this is where i dеserve to be
so keep pretending you love me
and i’ll believe you although you never show it to me
“wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
don’t call me an old soul when i’m just unhappy
you treated me like an adult when i was still so young
you ask what you did wrong but you f*cking knew it all along
i know that i was difficult or that’s how you felt
but i was told that i was selfish when i needed f*cking help
i remember when i lied to you, i ran away and hid
but you didn’t have to hurt me, i was just a little kid
i was just a little kid, and know i’m still a little kid
and i’m a monster so you say, and i do this all on purpose
anyway i need to feel this pain, so i can try to crawl away when you say my name
hold me down and scream at me
said this is where i deserve to be
so keep pretending you love me
i’ll believe you, i’ll believe you
i’m a monster so you say, and i do this all on purpose
anyway i need to feel this pain, so i can try to crawl away when you say my name
hold me down and scream at me
said this is where i deserve to be
so keep pretending you love me
i’ll believe you, but you’ll never show it to me
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