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life, death, and the drama in between - b cyde lyrics

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[verse 1]
i wonder why everyone gets mad at me when
i try to dry the tears from they eyes
maybe they like wanting to die
every morning i wake up
to a picture of razor cuts
on somebody’s arm, showing me like i like seeing self harm
they tellin me they did that like they caught a fish
like i’d be proud to see my friend one step closer to a ditch
but when i ask why, you should see how they att-tude switch
they act like i’m the reason they sufferin, ain’t that a b-tch?
i had a dream i saw my friends in a pool of blood on the floor
woke up sweating and angry, then i kicked a hole in the door
then them same folks wonder why the h-ll i be so mad for
cause all my friends dying in front of me! i can’t take this no more
i swear to god! don’t you realize this taking a toll on me?
don’t you see all the sh-t that this does to me mentally?
but i guess this is what i get for being a good friend
a front row ticket to see my friend meet their end

[chorus]
life! death! and the drama in between! the things that i’ve seen would make an average n-gg- scream. [x4]

[verse 2]
i’m tired of pleading with y’all, tryna help you
but what do you do?!
you turn around and say “screw you jameer”
and get mad everytime i try to calm yo sh-t
got problems with yo folks, so you put me smack in the middle of it?!
you say i be the reason that you suicidal
but who stayed up tryna comfort you on a school night, tho?
you said i wouldn’t lose you. you said you’ll always be there
but that must’ve been bullsh-t cause now you actin like you don’t care
now you actin like everything supposed to be sweet
even tho you just switched up on me like a f-cking edm beat
tried to give yo -ss 2 chances, and you sent em right back
tried to be selfless, i see i can’t even do that!
try to be fam with a snake, that’s when they -ss try to bite ya
if i see yo -ss again, best believe i’m gonna fight ya
well, i tried to help you feel better, and what did you do?
you said “f-ck him” behind my back, so now it’s f-ck you too, b-tch

[verse 3]
lost 2 peers to suicide in the span of 2 years
add two years of sadness to 18 more full of tears
lost a bro to a fire in 2014
all this death around me, i wish this was a bad dream
i seen over 100 wounds, i heard over 1000 cries
i seen a million fake smiles, i heard over a billion lies
about what the h-ll was wrong
i’m tryna stay strong and not punch a hole in the wall while i’m tryna recite the song
i’ve heard people cry as the blade slid across the arm
i’ve felt the effects of witnessing sh-t like self harm
anger and pain took over my soul and tears come to my eye
as i remember all the times i saw my friends tryna die
and i can act like i be heartless all i want to
but i still feel the pain of the evil that people do
and i can’t act like i haven’t felt that way, cause i did
i lived with sadness ever since i was a kid…d-mn…the f-ck i do wrong?

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