depression diagnosis - awsikee lyrics
[mr awsikee sir
i’m afraid
we have your diagnosis back sooner than expected
it says here that your chronically depressed]
nah sh*t i knew that since thirteen
stealing alc from my mother , hurt my spleen
candy addict it numbed some like caffine
slowly losing all youth joy , no hygiene
fourteen just knew i was f*cked up
certain fantasies
problem starting was stuck up
how i wondered it’d be as a grown up
nothing mattered was breakup to breakup
fifteen , that’s when i would learn more
met my soulmate and my skin would meet gore
they not related but both i did look for
impulsivе anger , the worse thoughts i’d ignorе
i hated sixteen , was useless and miserable
teachers talked sh*t , still hated every principle
did so much but i never was admissible
didn’t know my potential , was an imbecile
seventeen , i smoked away the problems
not really they stacked up like columns
too unstable , a force like obscurus
regret the whole d*mn year
f*ck my goodness
eighteen, just repeat the timelines
need help so i speed dial the hotlines
somethings missing
directors cut and plot lines
our inspirations , our leaders
in the chalk lines
[wow, what a memory you have, it seems you have a bit too much going on up there , and this being your first time ever in therapy , i’ll see you 3 times a week ,,
if no ones told you i’ll tell you
everything is going to be okay
you are going to be okay , depressing thoughts may tell you otherwise but you have got to keep pushing]
keep pushing ?
i’m pushing what
i’m just 6 feet of flesh
water keeps me fresh
so i’m not smelling like carcass
up in jeff’s apartment
yea depressions had the best of me
write songs no parchment
want a psych evaluation
after diagnosis
much more is going wrong
not talking scoliosis
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