i just wish - audrey sherman lyrics
[verse 1: audrey sherman]
i may look fine on the outside
but on the inside, i want to die
i just want this pain
that would always tell me
what i do good or bad to go away
i just wish that i
could just deal with things like i used to
i just wish that i
could get pass the pain
that would in some ways
try to k!ll me soon
just very softly
go away, please just leave me alone
go away, i don’t need to feel like
i’m always being stoned
[chorus: audrey sherman]
cuz, i don’t want to feel this way anymore
i don’t always want to fear myself, people, & the things that i love
please help me to breath
please help me to escape
oh god, oh god
i don’t always want this to keep happening
cuz, i know what i did was right
i know that i did was still right not wrong
i know how find
the light to fight it all
[verse 2: audrey sherman]
to take away
all the bruising, hurtful things
that satan, this heartless, ruthless, & life ruining monster
always says & does to me
satan, i’m not going back down anymore
i’m not always going to bow down at your feet
i’m not ever, ever, ever, ever, ever
going to let god, stop guiding me, teaching me, & loving me
[pre*chorus: audrey sherman]
i know that i
shouldn’t have tried so hard
to make myself something that i thought i wouldn’t become
i know that it
got all inside of my head
causing me to feel too much pressure & craziness
now i wish that i could go back
to when i would feel like my normal self again
my happier self again
my, my, it’s okay to let it go
it’s not that important anymore self again
[bridge: audrey sherman]
i may look fine on the outside
but on the inside, i want to die
i just want this pain
that would always tell me
what i do good or bad to go away
i just wish that i
could just deal with things like i used to
i just wish that i
could get pass the pain
that would in some ways
try to k!ll me soon
just very softly
go away, please just leave me alone
go away, i don’t need to feel like
i’m always being stoned
[post*chorus: audrey sherman]
cuz, i don’t want to feel this way anymore
i don’t always want to fear myself, people, & the things that i love
please help me to breath
please help me to escape
oh god, oh god
i don’t always want this to keep happening
cuz, i know what i did was right
i know that i did was still right not wrong
i know how find
the light to fight it all
[chorus: audrey sherman]
i wish that i could feel like myself again
i wish that i could be myself again
i wish that i would always smile in every happy moment
i wish that i could heal myself more
i wish that i could know myself again
i wish that i could remember myself
& forget about now & some bad months in the past
i just wish, that i could always wake up happier tomorrow
with no more painful, & regretful sorrow
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