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welcome - atothet lyrics

[verse 1]
ayy, like a story with no beggining
i feel like a part of my life missing
i pray my parents will understand
when they give this tape a listen
see mom, dad i love you, but i’ve been suicidal
been five years so i guess its been awhile
fighting this on my own
see i didn’t want to put my problems on you
never told anyone not even my therapist
did i mention i had a f-cking therapist
to help me through all this bull sh-t
told her everything i knew, like i was a f-cking snitch
but i kept my lips pinched when it came to my suicidal death wish
told her about my rap dreams and i felt so embarr-ssed
crying and shaking, my life i’m tired of contemplating
no god in my mind, only satan
the life i’m living now, no man deserves it
with all the scars and bruises you wanna tell me i haven’t earned it
i’ve got scoliosis in my f-cking spine from the amount of times i’ve leaned over
wrote a rhyme about the suicide that really be clogging my mind
but this music helps me clear my mind]
so i got that white wine
2:39 then its back on rewind

[interlude]
lord, why lord, why

[verse 2]
ayy, take it day by day
learned how to move on
my head held low in my chest
my heart barely beats on
if i take my own life know i tried my best but i couldn’t be strong
why it feeling like every decision i make always wrong
i’ve been feeling this way for to long
tried so hard and i’ve been through so much
no heart for a woman, man gets no trust
i’ma rot in the rain you can watch my soul rust
honestly i can’t find one f-ck to give
rip all the electrons out of my body ’till i’m postive
maybe then i could find a f-cking reason to live
cause right now my world to just to negative
so here’s a mixtape made by a depressed and lonely kid

[outro]
i’m tired of having nothing to do
nowhere to go with nothing to show
i’m tired about dreaming about letting it blow
i’m tired of putting my all in and getting nothing back
i’m tired of all of these anxiety attacks
i’m tired of writing these raps
i’m tired of all of these anxiety attacks
i’m tired of writing these raps

- atothet lyrics

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