at least i'm self aware - atlas ivy lyrics
i love to pass the blame around
blame it on my sh*tty head
that i fully could control if i just took my meds
but i’ll say it’s too much work
then complain to my friends
about how no one really likes me
and i’m better off (dead)
lying in my bed at three in the morning
and i’m mourning every time i’ve lost without any warnings
i’m boring
i’m full of self*pity, never good enough, life’s so rough
pretend my sh*t’s together just to switch it up
f*ck the real stuff
’cause i f*ck up consistently
never happy with the things that are in front of me
like i’m losing all my sanity
guess i’ll nevеr be the person that i’m madе to be
guess i’m dramatic again
they said they can’t hang out
not that they dislike me or they’re using me for clout
but my brain twists it around
god i wanna shout
just tell me that you hate me
confirm my self*doubt
lying in my bed at three in the morning
and i’m mourning every time i’ve lost without any warnings
i’m boring
i’m full of self*pity, never good enough, life’s so rough
pretend my sh*t’s together just to switch it up
f*ck the real stuff
’cause i f*ck up consistently
never happy with the things that are in front of me
like i’m losing all my sanity
guess i’ll never be the person that i’m made to be
to my friends: i’m sorry for the person i’ve become
i really wanna fix it
but i’m so scared that you’re done
another day i fear my insecurities have won
and another sh*tty song about how i’m the problem
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