pain - remix - ashton elberg lyrics
why the pain only start hurting me now
it’s taking over, tripping me out, cramping my style
making me go through sh*t that i didn’t want to
so i wear a mask, to cover up the pain so that no one knew
it’s boiling inside me and i just need to get it out
all the tears that i’m crying, that no one worries about
they assume that i’m ok because i show no doubt
depression bouta ball me a curve ball, man i’m gonna strikeout
it’s becoming to much for me but i don’t ask for support
i tried to go to my dad, but we always fought
thought about turning to the things i didn’t wanna do
drugs and alcohol people telling me that it’ll help with what i’m going through
but that’s one thing i’ll never turn too
seen what it’s done to people don’t wanna be one of the few
who end up on floor begging for money cause they lost it all to something that they thought they’d never do, d*mn
man i thought i was stronger than this
that one month of vaping is something i’ll never miss
it’s the one time that i finally gave in
i didn’t care about nothing or what was happening
that’s when an angel was sent down to me
dug me out of my hole and set free
she let me be who i wanted to be
and said she will always be there for me, that’s a guarantee
it allowed me to go back onto my feet
and saved me from going back to the streets
i conquered the depression and pain inside of me
i let no one decide who i’m gonna be
i made my own decisions and lived my life
so that i can go on to tell this story to my kids and wife
aiming for happiness and not to be wealthy
because you can’t live a good life if you ain’t healthy
that’s one thing which people get wrong
you can’t show affection through money but you can through the words of a song
put your emotions onto a blank page
and live your life like each moment is a new day
the pain is gone, nothing is stopping me
apart from the doubts from everyone, including my family
but if they loved me they’d let me go
even if it takes years before my first show
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