okay - as we once were lyrics
lift your head up, stop looking through the clouds
i was always told that self loathing is not allowed
i can’t see straight, not any more than you can
but i still have this sticker on my head that says
“i’m the kid with all the issues”
and when i see myself five years from now
i’d like to think that i won’t still be down
until then, i’m left bearing this weight
the rooms walls keep caving in, as my mind fights off decay
i can’t think about anything else other than
wanting to break this chain link fence all around myself
i wish that i could hate you as as much
as i hate the feel of my own empty sh-ll
why can’t you see me for me?
why can’t i let myself be okay
why can’t you see me for me?
i think i’m finally starting to feel okay
is this what you wanted?
a deer in the headlights with nowhere to run away
is this what you wanted?
i think i’m finally starting to feel okay
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