therapy: session 02 - arkh zeus & owen lyrics
[verse]
i hate feeling like everything is a compromise
orange blues sh*t; my solace is still hard to find
called for god— i’m impressively insane
still caught in fog— i’m dejected and ashamed
this progression feels so vain
the depression didn’t wane
so i’m etching on the page
’cause i’m desperate for some change
where’s my leverage in this game?
the darkness seems so endless in this lane
well, here i go again, professing all my pain
might be my only sk!ll; i was hesitant to say
harbouring all this guilt; b*tch i’m dreading everything
can’t you tell by my scars?
i did these tats with no ink by myself; a work of art, n*gga
struggling to avoid the hard liquor
crumbling while my heart dithers
it’s waiting for an end
been paying for my sins
and i’m not splittin’ the cost with ya
and it’s not because i’m generous
no, i just can’t be in more debt than this
these cries finna leave a mess
do my abilities impress?
a liability at best
that’s why i tend to need more strength
who got a senzu bean? i need a thousand
still restless, but i’m desperate to keep climbing up this mountain
and show my daughter someone she can be proud of
she always sees me down, but i can’t let that be her outcome
all i know is the music
i suffer on days without it
have i really been going through it
or just cowering all around it?
i can’t afford to give up my dreams
but, then again, i can’t afford anything
a starving artist
10 years in, still trying my hardest
hoping to make it one day so life doesn’t leave me heartless
do you see what i see when you look at me?
do you see what i see when you look at me?
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