the storm - anthony hale (christian rap) lyrics
[verse]
here i am to try to tell you my story
to show you this journey, but i’m not looking for glory
i’ve told it many times to try to make people see
that a reflection of the light is all i want my life to be
the struggle that changed me, and i think it would change anyone
i still remember my doctor’s face, he was so stunned
it happened so fast, one appointment to the next
then the next thing i know, helicopters, more tests
then it’s emergency surgery in the morning
i was calm and collected, but they were tellin’ me “don’t worry”
why was i so calm when i was enterin’ the storm?
well it was some time after it cleared i knew i was reborn
the first surgery of many, and most i don’t remember
but now i realize that that is probably for the better
and i won’t glorify it, there’s nothin’ glorious about it
but i was looking for somethin’, the storm’s the reason that i found it
i lost a chunk of my head, but i couldn’t lose my head
cut through my brain, chance i’ll be dead is what he said
god rested on the 7th day, but this time he didn’t play
he knew my situation, he made me a way
i was power pukin’ blood across a hospital room
not knowin’ if this would be the reason i’d see my doom
but the fire that was burnin’ in my chest didn’t rest
it was either the ulcers, or the moment i got blessed
my parents cryin’ when they see the scars on my head
goin’ weeks at a time in a hospital bed
liberated by the chemo and the things that it taught me
i swear that pain was make or break, that’s when i could’ve lost me
a road diverged in my mind, i could not take both
so i just took the one that gave me all of my hope
it’s such a slow process, but i look back at my progress
i see how this whole thing is so complex
i can feel it in the air tonight
that was somethin’ that needed to happen in my life
because now it’s all different, everything’s changed
the old is gone, the new is here, and nothing is the same
so i ask myself, “was it the best thing or the worst?”
“was cancer a godsend? or was it a curse?”
all i know is i’m here, and i gotta make the most of it
he was there, i had him, even if i never had nothin’
so let’s appreciate what we’ve got
appreciate the spot we’re in, even when we’re not on top
’cause when you at the bottom, there’s no time for stoppin’
keep pushin’, keep breathin’, that’s your only option
i couldn’t complain even when it got insane
’cause i knew that that wouldn’t get the cancer out my brain
i just kept goin’, i just kept livin’
i just kept breathin’, and god just kept givin’
he just kept talkin’, and i still wasn’t listenin’
and now i just hope that i’m the one he’s hearin’
if you’re there, this is just another thank you
for givin’ me my life, and everything you do
i wanna show my grat-tude, that’s why i changed my att-tude
i can’t believe that there was a time that i was actually mad at you
i had a child’s mind until it crept up from behind
said “no more cop outs homie, man up, it’s the time”
i spent so many days and night staring out a window
all i’ve got lyrics, a pad and a pencil
i needed a big change, this one was mine
if you wanna make a change, i’ll tell you now is the time
so here i am, for better or worse
i am flawed, i am insecure, i am imperfect
but learn from the storms, that is my advice
’cause not everybody lives, but everybody dies
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