blankly - antd0g lyrics
hey, what’s up? how ya doin?
just wanted to check up on how ya been
me? oh i’ve been doing just fine
y’know, since you left me that one time
but hey, don’t worry about it. seems you’re good at that
i only ever just wanted to chat
see what’s up and what the issue was
but you ditched me and left but for what cause?
we had so much fun just hanging out
not a care in the world, not a shred of doubt
of never dipping or ever forgetting one another
but then you toss me and then go out with my brother
did any of those times ever mean something to you?
or was i just supposed to get a clue
about you never wanting anything to do with me
or was i just to blind to it all, just couldn’t see
well, screw it now, i don’t give a sh*t
i thought about it all and i’m just saying f*ck it
i tried to contact and talk to you
but i never got a word so at that point, i knew
something changed and the whole situation was f*cked
then you disappear and everything sucked
i tried many times to just be over this
but at this point now i’m more than p*ssed
i tried to not let this boil over, i really did
but just seeing how you went off and hid
from the problem, not solving anything
really makes you think if you even have a brain
so how is it knowing you f*cked someone over?
should be used to it, since the guy before me you were crueler
left him for broke with his feelings hurt
basically spit in his face and said he was the jerk
all he ever wanted was to have one dance
be with someone he liked and take his chance
at trying to be closer and make the connection
wasn’t even trying to get any action
but whatever, not my problem
i got my own sh*t now thanks to what you’ve done
f*cked with my mind just like a hit and run
said you’ll never leave then left me in a coffin
so now here i am sitting in a dark place
trying to face the world with a happy face
knowing what had happened will never be resolved
just letting it eat at me and slowly dissolve
all that’s inside, the pain, and all the issues
with this time in my life i really gotta choose
what to do with these emotions that i am feelin
just gotta let go, can’t keep on clingin
to all that has built up over the years
can’t let this become one of many fears
that hold me back and stop me from doing
whatever in life that will get me going
i know i’ll succeed and move past this cr*p
but you’ll be stuck forever in the same trap
of always being alone from shoving people away
maybe you should’ve listened when i asked about your day
all i ever wanted was to be that guy
to help you in life, to help you to fly
avoid all the lies and all this drama
but it all ended up with me swimming in lava
so now here i am finally able to grow
sorry you won’t be there when i finally show
my ultimate goal for all my friends and family
you’ll be at home just staring blankly
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