you can't win - animosity lyrics
i never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here i am.
and now i am tired and f-cking ugly and i hate it but it’s all i can be.
locked up, f-cked up but i know i’m not the only one.
i hear that life goes on, but i guess just not for everyone.
consumed by bliss that now all i do is miss.
the memories can make me happy but now i’m f-cking p-ssed!
hopeless.
irrationally searching every single dimension to find a way to bring me closer to you.
it’s night like these when my jaw is being pried off the sides of my face and it feels as if somehow i swallowed a f-cking shoe.
i want to tear out my throat so just for a minute i might be able to finally breathe.
what has happened to me?
not a day goes by when i didn’t wish i were still living in september 2005.
i never wanted to live this way or to feel this pain.
and i can’t stop asking why.
now i see that life is just a game.
sometimes everyday with out you, is another day i wish i didn’t have to go through.
it still hits me like a brick everyday and it will never go away.
i never wanted you to go away.
i hang my head deep into my chest, tormented to realize that for now this is the best.
i want my life back, i want your life back more than anything.
i never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here i am, and to some degree i always feel like sh-t because your… gone, forever.
gone, taken from me.
gone, f-ck f-ck f-ck f-ck f-ck f-ck f-ck.
i used to think depression had nothing to do with me.
now every day of my life i’m faced with despair and misery.
because some dumb f-cking -sshole made some bad choices, and he landed on you, and we all pay the price… now i know the meaning of being alone.
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