a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 #

hypocrite - andy oliveira lyrics

spend so much time spreading love just to find i made some enemies
so competitive, what the heck has gotten into me?
am i blinded by my p-ssions or sidelined by my empathy?
been full of myself, yet i feel so empty. see
i want it so bad, the antic-p-tions k!lling me
let my friends advance, plenty things we never had
mama hit the grocery store, knowing ain’t nothing we could have
scrubbed the floor hoping money coming fast, will it last?
grew up unified, grew and i got introduced to rap
remember we lost the doe, you stayed awake to make it back
no papers. hope they don’t pull dad over cuz he’s tan
sometimes i sit and try and picture life as different but i can’t
is tryna be patient what’s prolonging the wait?
should i shut up and just be happy we got it, or complain about the process
stay honest. more questions than answers i’m lost in
even tho my canvas stained, i pray there’s space for me to paint on it
i learn but there’s more to say
nowadays dads are cowards or divorce, either way
kids stay powerless, mom won’t even share his name
ink is bittersweet, thought i’d give you just a taste
so i pray, if i stay, i never fail proclaim
wake up daily but i’m tryna find my place
needing grace, know that some relate
they told me i’m a hypocrite, i know. but i ain’t tryna stay the same

it go left
it go right
but i can’t seem to get it right
i know it sounds crazy, but its all i see lately
is it best?
is it right?
i don’t wanna fail tonight
see rain, will it get better?
pray, its only weather

have i been complaining too much?
got my own room, so did i lose touch?
tryna make room in the game. is it too soon? not used to this pain
working hard, no job, not a penny to my name
paying college tuition, no aid
failed too many cl-sses, don’t care enough to p-ss this. no a’s
putting effort just to make sure parents happy
miserable. been years still more courses to take
to the people in prison can’t say i feel you, then again
while you locked in, my crew locked out. dang
i know you would do anything to see your daughter grow
and i would give anything just to buy my mom a home
though it’s temporary, compared to what they gave me it’s small
she never liked rims, still i’d buy them a car
i talk about them often, do i love em at all?
think about them always but forgetting to call
i’m being raw, contradicting dawg, for years i been at it
confronted by the fact that there’s things i’m still lacking
i’d rather expose my own flaws, b-rabbit
try be informed, know nothing at all. back tracking
back stabbed, forgiving them all
the good i want is hard, but the wrong i hate i fall for
positive, i know you’re in charge
in a puzzle, i’m reminded that it ain’t mine to solve

trapped inside my vices, still give advice
mean to the people closest, but to others i’m nice
dreams feel real but i stay up at night
stay away from evil but these demons polite
in disguise as a woman or a business man
pray to god that i’m still in his plan
old enough to know my body was built for this man
yet i’m working all night, calculated but don’t stick to the plan
flows building like d-mns. god showed me he can
been healed but i’m ill, sin the sickeness man
heard you gotta be the least to be the greatest of man
but how you do that when you’re signing autographs for your fam?
feel the spirit, but at times i’m spiritually drained
celebrate you in church but i doubt you in pain
hang my scars out in public, put em all on display
don’t wanna leave this earth with more i needed to say
and i know some’ll say he wrote the song for validation
for the struggle, for what its worth, i’m just explaining
‘fore i burst. more blessings, ‘nother curse
replenished. veins full of ink i pour. write scrolls for those who search
i’m a hypocrite, and i ain’t lookin within
find peace in the one who felt the weight of my sin
i get lost, more than i’d admit
never been perfect, but i trust the one who is

- andy oliveira lyrics

Random Song Lyrics :

Popular