svnalo - an open letter lyrics
[verse]
look
girl, there’s no one like you
swear to god that you’re different
and i’m not saying that to say it
but it’s true, girl, i mean it
ain’t seen you in a minute
coz i’m working & d*mn
sometimes i feel like i’m losing you
sometimes i know that i got you
i know i’m hard to deal with
but you make it look easy
and that’s why, when you trip i understand
even when you make me mad
girl, i still got your back
best love i ever had
top 2 & not 2
and you taught me love
hope my exes understand
that’s not no shade on their names
but it’s you that made me a better man
right after your mom, im your biggest fan
so no matter what happens
i got you like you got me
and god forbid but if we split
and we’re not meant for forever
just know i’ll still have your back
good terms
bad terms
i’ll be that n*gga you can count on
ma you raised us alone
2 boys & 1 girl
it was hard but ma, you’ve given us the
whole world
the other 2 were too young to see the times when we’d struggle
but you got us out
dad’s alive but he’s a deadbeat
so he’s just as good as dead
you said it once or twice growing up
but i didn’t see ‘til 22
that’s when the truth hit hard
and you never told us no lies
only that we would realise
why you never wanted close ties
with those guys
i wanna give you everything you yearn for
everything you couldn’t get because you sacrificed for us
haven’t spoken to my dad in months
we don’t see eye to eye
god forgive me for these words
but i could never forgive him
hate that man so much
i fear having my own kids
in case i turn out like him
but back to you, ma
when i’m down, you pick me up
when i’m blue, you lift me up
when i’m sick, you fix me up
through all my trials & tribulations
you are always by my side
real definition of a ride & die
for you, ma
i’ll k!ll anyone that stresses you, homicide
to my siblings, im not perfect
i got flaws but i try be the brother you guys can look up to
and even though i wild out
i hope you know that i love you
yeah
and to my cousin, i know you watch over me
got you tatted on my neck just so you can roll with me
wherever i go, you go with me
know you at peace now but the cost was too heavy and it’s selfish of me
but you died at 21, im 2 years past that
you left way too soon
used to blame myself for not fixing things with you
even though you tried to
it’s the life that you chose
i cried way too many tears to even shed one now
i’m maxed out
hit the club with the gang
drinking til i black out
i don’t do funerals
i struggle with grief
wish my grandma was alive so she could see me now
her baby raised a good man
a gentleman but i still got that hood, man
buss shots at anyone who threatens my family & friends
i’ll be loyal to the end to these people
hope they do the same
coz i’m used to betrayal & treachery
n*ggas are evil
you give a lift
they wanna drive
you give a hand
they want an arm
and when you say no
they forget all you’ve done
and suddenly you’re a bum
i’ve made mistakes
and im notorious
but i’m ready to die coz if my time
comes now then i guess i’ll atone
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