grand (intro) - alxcc lyrics
[intro]
yeah
[verse *alxcc]
i have had to fight my inner demons, all the sh*t hidden beneath
those only closest to me
understand the sh*t i’ve had to see
every moment i look at it, its like a scene
i was sick, making me feel all green
i had no idea how to handle anything
i just wanted things to stop
so i can be normal and happy
actually, i can’t remember the last time i was that
if i look back, maybe a small period of time, 2017
that was the best year for me
but then after all the sh*t i had dealt with over the years
it all decided to hit
to be honest, i wanted to quit
i couldn’t escape sh*t
anxiety attack one after the other
depression came back even harder
things got even harder
when the one i held close decided to part out
i think that’s the first time i’ve felt i needed to start over
(but how?)
at the time i was so lost and exhausted
but i started to plan out, what i was to do next
cause i’m better at planning than i am at improvising
so i started visualizing
set myself goals to get on that
granted it took some time to get on track
but once i gotten my focus back
i got on it and i f*cking ran
i could for the first time connect to the path
was it destiny?
for this gesture, it was grand
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