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suicidal thoughts - allday the heathen lyrics

[verse 1 – allday the heathen]
just wanna fly away, spread my wings and take flight
see a better day is what i pray for every night
memories of my past flashing through my head
and my pain is so obvious from all the tears that i’ve shed
as i look at my past it’s so easy to see the fear that i had, feared to me
i pretended to be so rugged, so fast and so cool
really i was lost like a blind little fool
now i live for the day that i get a new start
go for the dream i hold dear to my heart
hope i can make it, i at least gotta try
cause i’m headin’ for death man, and i don’t wanna die
but constantly on my mind is thoughts of suicide
even though i hate it man i might just have to try
so to anyone who care man, this is my goodbye
spark another blunt
i let the world fly by

[chorus – allday the heathen]
suicidal thoughts man, running through my brain
i just don’t know what to do and it’s drivin’ me insane
so i smoke the mary jane in hopes that it’ll ease the pain
but it never goes away i’m so ready for a change
(x2)

[verse 2 – joey nieves]
god d-mn it, i’m sick of this
every other day is just another predicament
try to hold my head up, thankful i’m livin’
but every thought up in my brain is drivin’ me to just givin’ in
like f-ck it
so tired of feeling nothing
that i might just take a gun and end the life that i’m stuck in
disgusting i know
never been suicidal but i’m growin’ very different from the person you and i know
try to remain optimistic as i watch time go
but i keep hidin’ and fightin’ the fact that i’m low
negative energy temptin’ me with with amphetamine
so i light me a jay up, hope and pray for some better things
by any means i’ll always be movin’ steadily
but mentally i’m really my own f-ckin’ worst enemy

- allday the heathen lyrics

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