alcohol - alexxxasha lyrics
[verse 1]
i’ve lost myself, alcohol, a shadow in the glass
my world is spinning, fading fast, the present’s in the past
i want my mom to call, to hold me, tell me it’s okay
but all i see is blurry walls, and words i can’t convey
[chorus]
i’m so drunk, i am sorry mom, for all the pain i’ve caused
the tears i’ve cried, the fights we’ve had, the trust that i’ve deposed
every day i feel heinous, my life’s a blurry haze
my husband’s smile, a distant star, lost in a drunken daze
sorry, darling, i can’t entertain us, the laughter’s gone, the light
but i promise, i won’t break us, i’ll fight with all my might
[verse 2]
the bottle whispers, “one more drink,” a siren in the night
but in my soul, a fl!cker burns, a desperate, fading light
i want to quit, i’ll be brave to do it, no matter what it costs
to break these chains, to rise above, to be the one i’ve lost
[chorus]
i’m so drunk, i am sorry mom, for all the pain i’ve caused
the tears i’ve cried, the fights we’ve had, the trust that i’ve deposed
every day i feel heinous, my life’s a blurry haze
my husband’s smile, a distant star, lost in a drunken daze
sorry, darling, i can’t entertain us, the laughter’s gone, the light
but i promise, i won’t break us, i’ll fight with all my might
[bridge]
alcohol, please leave me, let me breathe, let me see
the sun again, the open sky, the person i can be
i wanna die free, from this grip, from this endless, downward spiral
to find myself, to heal my soul, to break from this bitter viral
[chorus]
i’m so drunk, i am sorry mom, for all the pain i’ve caused
the tears i’ve cried, the fights we’ve had, the trust that i’ve deposed
every day i feel heinous, my life’s a blurry haze
my husband’s smile, a distant star, lost in a drunken daze
sorry, darling, i can’t entertain us, the laughter’s gone, the light
but i promise, i won’t break us, i’ll fight with all my might
[outro]
i’ll fight, i’ll rise, i’ll break free, from this prison of despair
and find my way back to the light, to breathe, to truly care
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