hyperconfessional and overwhelmingly sincere, - alex walton lyrics
have you ever been embarrassed?
like that time in third grade choir
you sang “penny lane” by the fields solo
in front of your whole class you [?]
and no one made fun of you
like that time in sixth grade
you showed the guy next to you in outclass your b*n*r [?]
and he just made a face, he made a face
and he never brought it up again
like this time you tried to start a polycule and thought
“hey this ain’t so bad”
but then it ended with you
in the mental hospital
like during thе eight grade [?]
when thе guy [?] with you was watching p*rn on his ipod touch
and you just went to the bathroom
and stared at yourself in the mirror
like that time at [?] where you gave your [?]
put a big [?] in your coffee
and [?]
and snapped it in half in front of everybody at the party
like when you were 13
and you would pretend to be a girl
on chatroom websites
to s*xt with older men
like when a guy you talked to sometimes in high school
went off the right wing deep end
and you [?] calls you his best friend and a tranny
in the same breath
like when your friend’s sixty*something dad [?]
and he’s in love with you and then
drunkenly falls on his face on the pavement
and there’s blood everywhere
like when you said you were gonna be okay to go to this party
even though you knew someone would show up
and when they showed up you had a panic attack so bad
you’ve almost puked
like when your high school girlfriend had a screaming fit
when you told her you liked men
and she made you promise that you didn’t
and you went along with it
like when some kid comes up to you at a show
and asks you advice about some insane russian woman
trying to take an advantage of you online about two years ago
like when you realize if you had come to college single
that one guy, that one guy, that one guy
you still see could’ve been your first boyfriend
like when you lie in bed just ‘cus dark[?]
wish you could’ve been a g*y guy
instead of this thing you are now
like triple*texting a musician
who changed your life in high school
trying to work with them
and he just doesn’t respond
even though you helped him out that one time
like when a tourist family
stares at you for a half hour
in a lobby of the museum
as if you were one of the exhibits
like when you check out the profiles of everyone
who gave your record 2.5 stars at rym
like when you wear a coat when it’s 75 degrees out
so the corner store guy can’t see your tits
like when you went to that one friend’s house in middle school
and his parents swore a lot and it felt very weird and scary to you
like when the airport scanner flashes the red spot on your crotch
and the tsa officer asks you your pr*nouns while padding you down
like when you f*ck up the words singing alone (so what)
you just empathically told everyone it was one of your favorite songs
like when you show someone one of your favorite movies
and they don’t make a face at all
or they look at their phone maybe and every time there’s a [?]
in the film it feels like your heart will fall out
like that one time “this guy’s in love with you” came on shuffle
while you were driving her home
after the worst car s*x
you’ve ever had in your life
like how [?] easy
it ends to make you cry
like when you couldn’t go on that trip with your friends the next day because you couldn’t sleep
and you cried because you couldn’t sleep
and your dad committed yelling at you
it’s like when your dad sat you down
and told you the only time it’s okay to cry
is when you are burned or scared
and you didn’t understand but in matter it only made you cry more
like how you’ve been conditioned to cry
whenever anyone is angry at you
or wants you to be better
h*ll, it makes you impossible to deal with
like when you’ve been stuck in a [?]
when every song you write has to be so hyperconfessional
that [?] anybody that it touches
or you won’t believe what you’re saying at all
like trying to k!ll yourself over a girl
you don’t even like girls that way
but she wasn’t just a girl she was your best friend
it was different
like needing constant affirmation from everyone
that you’re doing the right thing
and that you aren’t a bad person
or you’ll just fall apart, you really fall apart
like when you believe intentions are really true
and honest
and end up hurting people
you feel bad
when your roommate starts believing he’s jesus christ
and says horrible things to you out of the corner of his mouth
he doesn’t look at you at all
like when you first show up to the [?] and the paper [?]
you just wanted to take a shower
and everyone gives you a [?]
like when you try to make friends with the [?]
but you have nothing to talk about
because the only thing you have in common is wanting to die
like every time
you say
i love you
for the first time
like when you can’t bring yourself to say
i hate you
you know you really know you want to
because you know
you don’t really mean it
i thought it was me, when i first heard that i said “that’s me!”, it sound just like me
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