hate me now - alex russell lyrics
verse one:
i just wonder if you hate me now?
i been so inside my head it’s been screaming loud
i just wanna be dead no more freaking out
i can’t stay inside my bed without being down
she said, maybe i need therapy
but, lyrics was the one there for me
and the sad thing now it’s scarcity
cause i can’t even write a song without a melody
i need a dank hook for the hoes, trap drums trap yeah for the bros
sad verse sad boy for my woes, punchline every few for the quotes
i been depressed for a long time, conceal it in my thoughts and a few lines, lacking energy need a few lines
wanna get old have kids and a dope wife, but the only way i’ll make it is if i could move time
mood swings got me crazy yuh, new thing drive me crazier
cause she so great i can’t compete i’m in my head she said to sleep, i can’t just sleep
cause soon she’ll see that i ain’t sh*t, soon she’ll see what she can get
and i ain’t it, i’m insecure, i’m bugging out, she ain’t deserve, cause i been burned
and i use it as excuses, flashback mic wire tight like nooses
had it mapped out like a blueprint, end it all with what i grew with
the crew is here, we getting lit, i’m too f*cked up, i’m throwing up, who’s car is this?
and i’m just gonna get it started, flashback, memories, brokenhearted
chorus:
every single day i wake up i just hate my life
i don’t know what to do right now but when i’m with you i’m alright
i hate myself, i need you right now, i ain’t myself, i need you right now
i need your help, i need you right now, i hate myself, i need you right now
memories broken*hearted
young kid tryna get it started
she ripped my heart apart and
i never felt the same since we parted
am i wrong for being closed off?
or am i wrong cause i wanna take your clothes off?
lay you down now you think i’m tryna show off
really i just wanna keep you coming for so long
insecure and i use it as excuses, flashback mic wire tight like nooses
had it mapped out like a blueprint, end it all with what i grew with
the crew is here, we getting lit, i’m too f*cked up, i’m throwing up, who’s car is this?
and i’m just gonna get it started, flashback, memories, brokenhearted
every single day i wake up i just hate my life
i don’t know what to do right now but when i’m with you i’m alright
i hate myself, i need you right now, i ain’t myself, i need you right now
i need your help, i need you right now, i hate myself, i need you right now
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