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playing house - alex lepping lyrics

[part one]

[verse 1]
i woke up in the morning with nowhere to go
try to plan in my head what i wanna say to you
know that you ain’t gon’ believe me but i swear it’s true
i been going through it so long, it’s been nothing new
in the back in the back of my mind
i got something that no one else could find
i hide a little bit in every single line, yeah

[pre*chorus]
so i beat a dead house ’till the music comes out
pray to god that my parents and my friends don’t find out
i got scars on my body
every morning i’m just rotting
close my eyes, they won’t find me
in the summer i be hiding, yeah
i just do it for my dog sincе he died
every morning wakе up, i got nothing on my mind
go down to the bas*m*nt where i sit and waste my time
i’m caught up in a lie, yeah

[chorus]
i’m just playing house
i got no idea what the h*ll i’m doing now
the only time i find my solace, when the lights are out
and i don’t think that i can take another night out
so i’ll just lock myself away inside my hideout
let’s keep pretending that’s it’s fine, we’re just playing house
but i got no idea what the h*ll i’m doing now
these scars all on my body too much so i’m laying out
the pressure on me everyday is weighing me down
[verse 2]
i’m sick of all this beating ’round the bush
i’m sick of all this keep it down, keep it quiet, hush
everything keeps changing fast, i’m like what’s the rush?
i keep buying more and more but it’s never enough
and i’m rotting away
that’s not gon’ stop me today
who’s gon’ listen to me?

[pre*chorus]
i just beat a dead house ’till the music comes out
pray to god that my parents and my friends don’t find out
i have no clue what i’m doing
everyday i’m always losing
close my eyes, i’m just snoozing
never trying, never doing, yeah
i’m just here for my dog since he passed
i’m missing out on everything and it keeps going fast
i used to be the first to do it, now i think i’m last
how long will it last? yeah

[chorus]
yuh, i’m just playing house
i got no idea what the h*ll i’m doing now
the only time i find my solace, when the lights are out
and i don’t think that i can take another night out
so i’ll just lock myself away inside my hideout
let’s keep pretending that’s it’s fine, we’re just playing house
but i got no idea what the h*ll i’m doing now
these scars all on my body too much so i’m laying out
the pressure on me everyday is weighing me down
[post*chorus]
it’s a tragedy
you’re all after me
another casualty
yeah it’s sad to see
i can’t make a fire, rest in peace the match in me, yeah
there’s no magic me
i drained my battery, it’s a tragedy yeah

[part two]

[verse 3]
yuh
i try not to lie, whenever i think about it, start to cry
it got the point where i need to decide
’cause laying low and making music’s not enough to do it, it’s do or die now in my life
my friends going bigger than me, they’re better than me, i try to deny but it’s true
convince myself that i don’t care ’bout the numbers, i’m numb to the feeling of needing the views
when he said he needs to go viral to prove that it’s worth it, that post hurt my feelings
i replay the days we were up on that stage, are you telling me that back then you didn’t feel it?
spent all those nights dreaming and building a world with the music, you look back and say that it’s cringe
but to me making things that i like with my friend is more than enough to prove that i made itttttt
now i’m on it
i do everything that you do, let’s be honest
my brand is originality, like that’s so ironic
yeah he made a script, ok imma copy
i’m nervous for college don’t think i’ll survive
no chance that i’ll make it out of there alive
got no idea why i even applied
yeah
you can tell from my eyes, took down the disguise
ask me how i’m doing, got nothing to hide
i used to play house and pretend that it’s fine
but now i need honesty, sick of the lying
i feel too arrogant to be sharing it
but now i can’t stop comparing it
i’ll play house till i lay down in the grave, now it’s too late now, yeah

- alex lepping lyrics

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