why am i not good enough - alex ergas lyrics
why am i not good enough
when i try so hard to get there
why am i not where i want
why do i think that i can be
sometimes
i wanna fade into the universe
and leave my name and my number don’t call
tear me till there’s nothing left
i’ve been dreaming bout a car crash
if i could laugh myself to death
i think the pain would go away for good
draw until my wrist would break
then i’ll do the other one
scream until i used to sing
never make another song
bleed until my heart had nothing left to pump but oxygen
i could be so down on myself if i wanted
two poles every now and then i feel divided
how am i to know if my emotions have meaning
when it’s easy in the morning and by night i feel defeated
drowning in my shower
please don’t give up hope for me
fight myself for hours
manic and i oversleep
cry until i’m blinded
how am i supposed to be
if i had my answers
things would be exactly the same
i don’t know that i’ll ever change
i think my vaccination’s worked
i hope that i won’t be the same
i’m stagnant when i wanted growth
and all my music’s so selfish
it reflects me well it seems
and all my needs are so pointless
when i don’t forget to breathe
if you could love me
tell me and i’ll try to know
if you don’t hate me
please don’t ever let me go
i feel so small and all the small things eat me up like i’m the weakest part
they all just harm my body
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