drowning - aj mcloughlin lyrics
chorus:
the rain is falling around
my thoughts are pulling me down
maybe i’m drowning in my mind
i keep fighting them back
they chasing me days and night
and they’ll always hit me hard
drowning in depression, such a little a age i thought things were getting easier as i got older, reality hit me when you left, nothing left to lose
waiting to lose my life next, struggling to get up, taking all my strength just to act like i’m fine, wanna sit alone all night crying, truth is i’m not fine, i need somebody to hold me and tell me it’s all going to be ok, losing family members on yearly
maybe its just me but i’m losing who i used to be, n0body seems to see i’m not the same, all this f*cking pain, i’m tired of holding in but i don’t want you to worry
chorus
i’m falling apart, you don’t care
i’m falling apart, your not there
i’m falling apart, you don’t care
i’m falling apart
mamas busy enough dealing with my step mom, memories of us all laughing at the dumbest sh*t, now i’m sitting here dealing with others sh*t, why did it all go so wrong so quick
i need someone’s help but i don’t want to bother others with my problems, thinking bout saying a goodbye, closing out the lights, f*ck all the struggles i had, i don’t want to carry all this weight
so many f*cking times i’m judged, no more chances for mistakes, perfection makes so many loses that i’m not ready to start
back to the start, try to get a restart, but i’m still seen as the same mistake and f*cking loser, so what’s the difference now
chorus:
the rain is falling around
my thoughts are pulling me down
maybe i’m drowning in my mind
i keep fighting them back
they chasing me days and night
and they’ll always hit me hard
i’m falling apart, you don’t care
i’m falling apart, your not there
i’m falling apart, you don’t care
i’m falling apart
(writers thoughts: this was rly personal and it was a freestyle so please lemme know what you think and please check me out, i seel music on my instagram and will be creating a instagram for music only soon
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