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the ugly fears - aidan latham lyrics

[verse 1]
don’t go
i’m talking to myself tonight
i’m talking to you
i’m talking to myself tonight
i’m talking to you
i’m talking to myself tonight
because i can see you
i’m talking to myself tonight
hoping that you’ll poke through
oh, i wanted you to know that i was thinking about some things
but i wondered if you knew about those things so i pulled it back
but i want to let you know that i’m coming right back
and there’s nothing in this whole world that i would trade for a dime
do i want something else
am i just a silly little glutton
a silly little glutton
a silly little glutton
a silly little glutton, or

[verse 2]
i’m so sick i crave to know every thought in your mind
every unknown is a potential pain
every uncontrollable factor is a terror in the dark
lurking, waiting to strike when guards are off

let me in to all the nooks in your head
i know you want to

[verse 3]

will i be too much?
is there a too honest?
how long will you stand this?

[refrain]

[bridge]
i feel no pressure and i pressurize myself
why must my trust wane with nothing but want to keep it?
you tell me all the words i’ve ever wanted to hear
why must the blades turn inward?
i don’t feel hopeless, i know its time
time and time and time again
and time again, i feel that instinct
that putrefying vile instinct
[refrain]
mother*f*ck, the fear is back
fear of love, how could one be so torn up?
dragged along the floor as pebbles scr*pe railroads in my back

[verse 4]
all i want is to walk into a home
give me a home that’ll accept me
give me a home that’ll hold me
give me a home that will love me
give me a home that will love me
give me a home that won’t hurt me
oh please dear don’t hurt me

[verse 5]
anything but another time through the wringer
anything but another unraveling
anything but ripping me to pieces
all over and over and over and over and over and over again
all the right words, just say them to me
say them to me i know i can believe
its been so long and its been so hard
but say all the words i need to hear
because jesus christ i am pumped full of fear

tumbling in the blackness as my skin shreds like ribbons
as my heart gets pumped with pus and grime
as my love corrodes to wretched meaninglessness
as my yearning becomes even more pathetic
as my self implodes into oblivion

this is the ugly child
the ugly child
i have nothing to fear and i make it myself
and hear it all vomit out on the expanse
oh
[verse 6]
don’t leave me, i beg you please
don’t leave, don’t go
please don’t go
please don’t go
don’t leave me alone
don’t feel differently

- aidan latham lyrics

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