mirrors - adam calhoun & mesus lyrics
[intro: adam calhoun]
and i looked
and behold, a pale white horse
and his name said upon him is death
and h*ll followed with him
[verse 1: adam calhoun]
you ever get depression, face goes blank
no expression, dealing with some demons, they aggressive
looking at the gun on the dresser
got a question
will these thoughts stop if i press it?
i don’t really wanna off myself
but i often sit and think
gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet sink
need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest
wanna fight everybody when i walk down the street
want a problem?
f*ck you your honor, never had a father
made me crazy like a motherf*cker
came in swinging muhammed ali
frazier born in 1980, started rappin’ way before i ever heard of shady
i ain’t even know white dudes rap
thought you had to be black for that
had to feel he started jackin’ with the hat to match
i was rappin’ way before i heard of aftermath
[pre*chorus: adam calhoun]
i’ve been feelin’ crazy but
i’ve been actin’ like i got it all together
i’ve been down lately but
maybe someday i’ll get my act together
made it through the bad weather
it was okay, but i had better
i don’t like to look in mirrors
[chorus: adam calhoun]
cause i don’t like lookin’ at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i see you lookin’ at my face!
[verse 2: mesus]
why so aggressive?
say it with my chest, yeah so they get the message
i don’t mean to text back if you just look away
‘fore i make your head spin like an exorcist
bah, wakin’ up from nightmares
heart thumpin’, god are you hearin’ my prayers?
cause i hear the thunder and i don’t really like mirrors
someone stares back at me lookin’ like my fears
the only one that i’m scared of us g*o*d
and the old me, drunk or oe
and i don’t know if you aware, but i’ve been slowly
numbing my pains like a od on codeine
battlin’ my demons like it’s 106 and park
medication’ sins with some gin, never healed my scar
trynna end part*part of my heart with my art
but the dark feels like darts and i don’t know where i should start
cause
[pre*chorus: adam calhoun]
i’ve been feelin’ crazy but
i’ve been actin’ like i got it all together
i’ve been down lately but
maybe someday i’ll get my act together
made it through the bad weather
it was okay, but i had better
i don’t like to look in mirrors
[chorus: adam calhoun]
cause i don’t like lookin’ at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i see you lookin’ at my face!
[verse 3: tom macdonald]
i’m mentally unstable, unable to get a grip
bet my guardian angel thinks i’m a piece of sh*t
got a mountain of problems and i’ve been standin’ on a cliff
figured maybe i should jump and tell everybody i tripped
can’t admit it, but i’m sick of prescription pills that i get
gettin’ hard to swallow and i don’t feel like i’m fixed
i’m slippin’ further and further into the grip of a pill
i’ve been digging since i was nothin’ but a six*year*old kid
now i’m grown and i’m seein’ ghosts
of the man i used to be before i fell into this hole
full of bones, i’ve been gettin’ stoned
and it helped me cope with everything beautifully
but i wish i would’ve known bout the lows
i moved to the middle of nowhere
if i was you, wouldn’t go there
cause i just wanna be by myself!
nothin’ but some mountains and cold air
i got my dogs and i don’t care
and i did everything by myself!
i just wanna be in nature
keep erasin’ my entire legacy
of everything and being famous
i’m not a celebrity, i’m a piece of paper
that i scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous
f*ck you
i can see it clear
you still want hollywood now i wanna disappear
everywhere i go i see people lookin’ at me weird
every time i see a mirror
i can’t look at my face!
[pre*chorus: adam calhoun]
i’ve been feelin’ crazy but
i’ve been actin’ like i got it all together
i’ve been down lately but
maybe someday i’ll get my act together
made it through the bad weather
it was okay, but i had better
i don’t like to look at mirrors
[chorus: adam calhoun]
cause i don’t like lookin’ at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i don’t look at my face
i see you lookin’ at my face!
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