envy - abey begg lyrics
[chorus]
i’m green like a d*mn avocado
twisted up inside, heart feelin’ like a tornado
see ’em shinin’, laughin’, think they know the game
but i’m in the dark, playin’ a different insane frame
i wanna be ’em, feel like i’m chasin’ a fade
a ghost in the mirror, a counterfeit parade
[verse 1]
stalkin’ their life, like a creep in the night
wishin’ i could trade spots, make everything right
but this sh*t got me gripped, a chokehold tight
can’t shake this feelin’, it’s always a fight
lookin’ at my flaws, magnified through the lens
while they’re out shinin’, flexin’ every sense
social media’s a prison, bars made of compare
every scroll is a dagger, a wound to repair
i see their highlights, but not the behind*the*scenes
the perfect facade, hidin’ the unseen
[chorus]
i’m green like a d*mn avocado
twisted up inside, heart feelin’ like a tornado
see ’em shinin’, laughin’, think they know the game
but i’m in the dark, playin’ a different insane frame
i wanna be ’em, feel like i’m chasin’ a fade
a ghost in the mirror, a counterfeit parade
[verse 2]
i’m stuck in a loop, replayin’ the past
wishin’ i could change it, make things last
doubt creepin’ in, whisperin’ in my ear
tellin’ me i’m not enough, plantin’ fear
i wanna scream, but my voice is a whisper
trapped in this cage, a prisoner of this disaster
i see potential, but it’s buried so deep
overwhelmed by shadows, can’t find a way to leap
i’m a counterfeit version, a fake in the crowd
a hollow sh*ll, lost and confused, shout it loud
i’m starvin’ for validation, a hungry desire
but the more i chase it, the further from the fire
i’m drownin’ in self*pity, a victim of my mind
can’t break free from the chains, leavin’ me behind
i’m a puppet on strings, controlled by the game
watchin’ life pass by, feelin’ the same old pain
i wanna be different, stand out from the rest
but fear holds me captive, a prisoner of unrest
[chorus]
i’m green like a d*mn avocado
twisted up inside, heart feelin’ like a tornado
see ’em shinin’, laughin’, think they know the game
but i’m in the dark, playin’ a different insane frame
i wanna be ’em, feel like i’m chasin’ a fade
a ghost in the mirror, a counterfeit parade
[verse 3]
i’m a chameleon, changin’ color to fit
but inside i’m rotatin’, a mismatched split
i’m a time bomb, tickin’ away, waitin’ to explode
a pressure cooker, emotions overflowin’ the code
i’m a lost soul, wanderin’ in the night
searchin’ for answers, a glimmer of light
i’m a contradiction, a paradox of desire
wantin’ attention, yet fearin’ the fire
i–
[outro]
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