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beautiful pain - abbad lyrics

[verse 1]
im fighting for my dream
livin in h-ll itself
please listen don’t make a meme
get a degree to putt on the shelf
help me in my way ya raheem
n0body can hear my scream
i’m afraid to face it
i keep thinkin of it
i’m not tryin to prove it
i’m a g*nius but not in it
keep thinkin what i’ll get
i’ve been through this sh-t
i’m tryin to forget
mama i’m sorry i know it’s to late to regret
wherever i go all see is you
i want to be the one you wanted me to be
an successful man who always had a plan
i swear i’ll make you proud
i just want to hug you in front of this crowd
but i know these dreams won’t become true
i’m not the type that pray
god can hear me anyway
only god can judge me as pac used to say
mom how could you leave me this way
what’s the wisdom of takin who we loved away
i know that there’s difference definition for you
but at least let us know to know what to do
god i believe in you but im just asking
now some fools gonna critique me
i’ll dracarys so apologize to me
still not the one i’m tryin to be

[chorus]
so in the end my life is
a beautiful pain
please break this chain
twenty nineteen blowed my brain
what i gain
just walk in rain
still that vain
tried to get out but nothing changed

[verse 2]
i’ll try till i die
i’ll beat this lazy -ss i won’t be shy
me vs this f-ckin world won’t be a tie
i’m fighting everyone even myself
few people helped me through this war
my dad he thought that he was helping me
but every time he spoke i hated it more
can’t you feel it in your core
it’ll be a long way with many a closed door
don’t be a wh0r-
dad please stop i don’t wanna hear you anymore
it’s your future
if you stayed like that it won’t be pinky life
you’ll be hated by your wife
stop it don’t say another word
i feel like i’m gonna stab myself with a sword
i don’t have suicidal thoughts
but they keep pushing on till you cry
we all know this is a lie
is it a farcry
nah its do or die
it doesn’t come by
you have to try homie this is your life
alot of tears you have to dry
all you got to do is mourn
now get up there and start this on your own
what is home
i don’t feel like i’m in home
four walls for four hours starin in these papers
when this h-ll gonna end
i feel like i’m dead with a little foam in my mouth
all i think about is when i’m getting out
what this life about
why we have to suffer
what’s the end
where are we going brother

[chorus]
i’ve been through this pain
please break this chain
twenty nineteen blowed my brain
what i gain
just walk in rain
still that vain
nothing happened as planned
i’m still here
but at least i’m on the right road
all roads lead to rome
thank god that this part finally ended

[part ii :]

[verse 3]
finally i found my self
i’m fighting harder now
can’t keep lookin back so ciao
don’t let the past makes you sad
it’ll p-ss
like a horse runnin on a gr-ss
don’t be like cracked gl-ss
lookin to the full picture now i know what’s the beautiful pain
it’s when you break the chain
when you not a vain
don’t use your brain
love the pain
trust me this life won’t be your main
someday my brother comin in
let’s learn about the f8
you should stay like it
always straight
don’t think that you will date
that girl her eyes a cl!ckbait
i can’t face my fate
first try and big failure

[chorus]
i’m the one i tried to be
i’m k!lling spree
i don’t think that you agree
fu-k your mind i’ll be chun li
from that game street fighter v
i’m the law im the one who referee

[verse 4]
i’ll not send you free
left vs right i don’t think that you’ll realize what this is but don’t dare to even judge me
now it’s bright
you finally can see the light
don’t know what’s the right
but im walkin with it i think i might
i haven’t slept well that night
so here we go again start this fu-kin fight
i feel like i’m not myself
there’s two persons inside my head
you can’t do it stop tryin man
no trust me homie you can
it’s not worthy you’ll end up dead
work for your world as if you live forever
work for your hereafter as if you were to die tomorrow
however it keep going like that all the day so i can’t write it all

[chorus]
i’m the one i tried to be
i’m k!lling spree
i don’t think that you agree
fu-k your mind i’ll be chun li
from that game street fighter v
i’m the law im the one who referee

[verse 5]
just two places in my map
twelve hours facing this world alone what a scr-p
i’m filming my life on the snap
cause i know it’s won’t be better than that
everyday just worse than before
more enemies to meet and more combats
i feel like i’m odd i’m not like this folk
i’m not the type who pretend to draw attention
i don’t ask you to get attracted
f-ck your saw
don’t even try to move that jaw
i’m good but not an angel
i’m a person who is full of flaws
i do sins but im not the devil
i’m just splitted in half each one fighting the another
as em said i can’t keep livin this way
so i’m starting today
i’m breaking down this cage
i’ll destroy the chain
i won’t be that vain
fu-k the brain
don’t think twice as jackson said
god figured it out look forward instead
keep it in your mind this is how life goes
today you born tomorrow you six feet under the snows
don’t think of the end think about how humans arose
and have someone who really care about you
don’t worry god have the best plan for all of us
all you have to do
is to have faith
have faith in yourself in your god in your family in your friends

- abbad lyrics

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