surly - aarón jökullsson lyrics
my friends don’t know what to say
let alone what to do
they started to feel awkward
by my side
it wouldn’t be a surprise
if you felt the same
when i put you against a wall
giving you kisses
i’m afraid you didn’t want
’cause you’d always whisper
“i’m sorry
here they come”
and you would put your hand on my chest
month after month i thought
that’s how it’d work
loving you was meant
to be this way
feelings inside a cage
we can see but we can’t touch
and now that you’re gone
it’s still in my head
driving me crazy and here i am
doing my favorite things
for when you’re not here
like starving ’til i feel the haze
or cut so i can see the rеd
the red that is dropping from herе
they call it a wound, i hear
it’s drawing a line through my arm
through my finger
it fell to the ground and so did i
the red that it shines from your head
you’re burning hot, i swear
but you’re f*cking bored by my side, i don’t blame you
who in their right mind would bother with my doom
can we take a moment
to praise your legs
what about those little hands?
your hazy eyes
can i put you closer
so i can feel
your body
your f*cking body
reminder of winter ’18
when the stars and the moon fell by 6
and you were as h*rny as i was and we went
to kiss in the corners of this f*cking city
i remember the gleam in your eyes
it was honest because of your laugh
godd*mn my disorder, godd*mn my depression
the violence of them changed your expression
can i take a moment
to change my mind
i’m the one to f*cking blame
i ruin it all
can i take a moment
to tell you that
i know you loved me
somehow
in the deepest of ways
i know you did
but my heart was heavier
than you could handle
can you take a moment, though
for yourself
i see you meeting other man
it’s a nightmare
crying in the shower
for your birthday
hoping you find your way
hoping you find your men
crying to the nightsky
so i could go to sleep
whispering your name
pretending you are there
(it’ll always be this way
rowan, rowan
oh well, oh well
rowan…)
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