spectators for my spectacles - a trillion barnacle lapse lyrics

standing years in front of my dead reflections; when i climax i want to only see me looking back at me.
when i indulge my self i want you to scan me.
you admire in the beginning, i apex in the end.
i built this structure around myself for you to be a spectator for my spectral.
i admire in the beginning, you apex in the end.