dark night in tha 919 - 919slum lyrics
[hook]
i got blood up on my sheets, i been cryin’ all day
eyes dry, f*ckin’ red, i can’t even see straight
i hadn’t got high for about 7 months
but the fake sh*t, it got to me, that no one gives a f*ck
feeling desolate and out to dry, ultimately dead inside
brain is f*cked, a scrambled mind since you were only over 5
just by a couple months, now i guess it’s all f*cked
went down a dark road, dark night, and it’s f*ckin’ rough
[verse 1]
you wanna know the truth? i got no friends up in this f*ckin’ life
this is me talkin’, f*ck the slum name, f*ck the bullsh*t 919
it’s a façade, a d*mn mirage, i ain’t no k!ller, bruh, you know
i ain’t no gangster, no g*ngb*nger, bruh i’m just 1*5 years old
a private school is where i go, my lowest grade a 98
i’m tryna bе a doctor so i know i’m gon’ have to do great
but i don’t know if i can handle all this food that’s on my platе
i only try as hard as i do out of my self*hate
when my bruh left me, ghosted me for just some b*tch, i lost my mind
when that girl left me, ghosted me, i relapsed, wanted straight to die
simplistic, yeah i know, but how i felt right at the time
if* if i got n0body, maybe it’s not their fault, it could be mine
i ain’t never had n0body ever there ask me, like
“hey [censored], how you doing? everything goin’ alright?”
like, no, f*ck, it’s been too long, i been on here’ tryna rot
six feet, h*ll heap, in that early grave plot
[hook]
i got blood up on my sheets, i been cryin’ all day
eyes dry, f*ckin’ red, i can’t even see straight
i hadn’t got high for about 7 months
but the fake sh*t, it got to me, that no one gives a f*ck
feeling desolate and out to dry, ultimately dead inside
brain is f*cked, a scrambled mind since you were only over 5
just by a couple months, now i guess it’s all f*cked
went down a dark road, dark night, and it’s f*ckin’ rough
[verse 2]
ritalin prescribed when i was only 6
them stupid b*tch doctors, guess they didn’t know sh*t
how it would affect me in a couple years since
i was only like, i don’t know, 6
could they not f*ckin’ sense that a mind*altering drug won’t be the best?
solution to my problem, i was too young for them f*ckin’ meds
now it f*cked me up, got depression and it’s clinical
paranoia, bipolar, and it’s not original
my pysche is straight f*cked from all the wires that were shocked
it’s kind of a surprise i even want to be a doc
maybe to prevent those same kids that were just like me
havin’ their brain beat to the f*ckin’ third degree
honestly, i can’t see reality without these pills
but if i never came back to the 919, it would be real
f*ck it all, i cannot fret, it’s not my choice, i can’t regret
i just regret my whole life right now, i’m so f*ckin’ stressed
[hook]
i got blood up on my sheets, i been cryin’ all day
eyes dry, f*ckin’ red, i can’t even see straight
i hadn’t got high for about 7 months
but the fake sh*t, it got to me, that no one gives a f*ck
feeling desolate and out to dry, ultimately dead inside
brain is f*cked, a scrambled mind since you were only over 5
just by a couple months, now i guess it’s all f*cked
went down a dark road, dark night, and it’s f*ckin’ rough
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