torn - 4 minute sermons lyrics
chorus)
i’m torn apart please someone help/
i’m falling apart please somebody help/
i’m torn by the scars that were given to me/
i’m torn by the scars i gave someone else/
(verse 1)
i always knew life wouldn’t be easy/
for me, or the guy i just said thank you too/
and i have never helped anybody/
thinking that once i was done a thank you was due/
i am not torn because of humanity/
or what any one person has ever done to me/
i am torn because who i plan to be and who i am never once come into one you see/
maybe i see things in a different light/
maybe saying these things isn’t right/
where did i go wrong what am i missing am i/
just explaining this in a twisted sight?/
please don’t miss what i’m given i/
want you to see that jesus died/
yes i know that i am forgiven but why am i?/
laying here praying asking god about what is right/
or what is wrong when it comes to sovereignty/
tell me god how i oughta see/
who you are and who i oughta be/
am i in the dark or in an odyssey/
from the start were you not in me/
look in my heart i have god in me/
how do i understand who i am in you/
if i’m stilling yearning to understand what’s true/
i try to smile more than i cry/
and every time walk away wiping my eyes/
is it suppose to be a never ending fight/
or am i over here just living a lie/
or is what i’m saying make sense in your brain/
i wanna make sense of the pain/
god i am torn apart and confused tell me who you are not peoples doctrinal claim/
someone closest to me told me to give the fear to god but truth is if i’m speaking openly/
why should i give all i got over to him off of the basis of i’m simply hoping he/
answers my prayer honestly all of these questions never cease to continue provoking me/
probably should shut up now cause all i’m learning once again is that ima broken being/
(chorus)
i’m torn apart please someone help/
i’m falling apart please somebody help/
i’m torn by the scars that were given to me/
i’m torn by the scars that i gave somebody else/
(verse 2)
i feel like my effort are some peoples biggest fears/
at least that’s how it appears/
pretty crazy i told that very thing to someone i still believe in and hold very dear/
i guess i deserve the hurt the i’m feeling now/
i preserved my worth into a bank account/
only to learn my worth wasn’t in the bank amount/
but whether or not you can learn to lay it down/
and learn that the worth of a man is not the worth of a man/
or whether or he’s got working hands/
but whether or not he can be a godly man and become more than a godly plan/
to live your life laying it down for another person/
praying into the night “god show me the purpose”/
hard to slay my enemies when i not a friend of me/
hard to not pretend i am more mature than i am/
my biggest weakness isn’t the struggle for meekness/
i struggle with living for jesus/
i feel like i just blow every opportunity/
and can never quite get to a proper unity/
even that’s not what i’m trinna do you see/
all i want to be in life is to be the happy couple/
but my failures won’t ever let that come to p-ss/
maybe i don’t understand will i ever get past/
being torn left and right constantly be my past/
honestly talking about this is just pouring gas/
i can’t go anywhere cause i can’t read this map/
and i can’t read the signs/
does anything last/
if i don’t become more than i guy/
no matter how hard i try/
no matter how far i climb/
i feel like all i do is recline/
always giving a 10 outa 10/
feeling like i’m not worth a dime/
i pray god forgive me even though i know i’ll do it again/
once again do it to him/
why do i feel like all i ever do is sin/
why do i feel like nothings changing/
why do i feel like everything’s rearranging/
last 2 bars aren’t the same listen to what i’m saying/
is the existence of life magic?/
or is the existence of life tragic?/
(chorus)
i’m torn apart please someone help/
i’m falling apart please somebody help/
i’m torn by the scars that were given to me/
i’m torn by the scars that i gave somebody else/
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