black hole mind - 2020 (rapper) lyrics
[hook: 2020]
drowning, drowning, i’m outta regret
what i put in is all that i get
you’re a diamond, i die to forget
underwater, so dark and wet
i am lonely, you’re really depressed
i’m a phony, i’m only upset
you don’t know me, we really just met
this as good as it gets
[verse 1: 2020]
yuh, gotta black hole mind
packed coal mine
whack bovine line of thought, i smack
that whole hind
quarter, no wind
up, huh, gotta roll, i’m
not the one to talk, not the one to speak
why she wanna die, why she come to me
why i gotta pry, blowing evil seeds
pollinating via breeze
yo and i froth at the mouth
obsess like a moth
a sucker for light
but light that is wroth
she’s goth without the ridiculous clothes
i close my eyes and behold the swath
i’m cold, i’m older now
i guess that’s why my shoulders know how
to carry the weight of the world somehow
i vow to never not allow
the loud and cowardly voices to plow
into this brain i worship so
(it’s now or never)
yeah and i choose now
the women that i worship know
that i’m not half the person i was when i was a person whole
they don’t know the half or whole of what i was 10 years ago like yeah
walked in the room
she was asleep on the bed
dreamin’ about her abuse
accusing herself in her head
pity for people who use
who choose to move in ways that no one dares
they think that no one cares
they’d like to think we’ll be alright
but we’ll be f-cked up till we die
diggin’ and diggin’ i’m really ambiguous, thinkin’ i’m sick, my illness is deciduous
people are really suffering, i’m k!lling it, k!ller kamikaze constantly into it
i’m a dark crystal, i’m a shard of wisdom, i’m a voice for ya’ll
i’m a target missile, smart guard whistle, a d-mn dark epistle written for your fall, i said yeah
(and i) fight for my sanity, justify vanity, lighting the fire to amp up humanity
i got a fantasy, something of dreams
you call it insanity, dumb and extreme
darkening themes
well people are darkening, targeting teens
subliminal marketing, i walk a garden of death
even the garden of eden weakened eve of breath
[hook: 2020]
drowning, drowning, i’m outta regret
what i put in is all that i get
you’re a diamond, i die to forget
underwater, so dark and wet
i am lonely, you’re really depressed
i’m a phony, i’m only upset
you don’t know me, we really just met
this as good as it gets
drowning, drowning, i’m outta regret
what i put in is all that i get
you’re a diamond, i die to forget
underwater, so dark and wet
i am lonely, you’re really depressed
i’m a phony, i’m only upset
you don’t know me, we really just met
this as good as it gets
[verse 2: 2020]
yo gotta black hole mind, -sshole kind, backbone lacking train of thought
i stack gold backed rhymes, in diamond packed mines, no light i just feel around
i’m a wicked person, with a wicked goal
we’re a couple wicaan witches in a hole
i just worship wicked b-tches, i would know
wicker st-tches in my soul
and this world is bad, it’s worse than i thought
the more that i know, the more that i’m wrought
i brought myself to places so dark
confirmed by the traces of death in your heart
impartial to things i once saw
your pain is greater, real and raw
the law could never stop it, no
there’s deeper places we must show
(and oh the places you will go)
once you find power in what you know
once it’s the hour of coming clean
before there’s flowers and suffering
thoughts upon you are mentally insane
they manipulated your whole brain
you’re a goddess of beauty and cold rain
they’re inadequate, so you live in vain
i’m an ent-ty, child of sin
you got a child born of what you have been, through
i got energy somewhere within, i lost it when i swallowed everything in, yo
i’m a universe, i’m unexplainable
always growing, always so un-btainable
on a mission from somewhere beyond
it’s lighter than stars but it’s darker than god
caught a plane, like i’m playing a game
like life is just a joke, and a video game
an infinite reality, one of a billion
ten to the f-cking power of a million
(like you don’t know where i am)
all their judging and grudges are just a piece of what i am
they see surface like soil and sand but i’m sorta like oil buried deep underneath iran
[hook: 2020]
drowning, drowning, i’m outta regret
what i put in is all that i get
you’re a diamond, i die to forget
underwater, so dark and wet
i am lonely, you’re really depressed
i’m a phony, i’m only upset
you don’t know me, we really just met
this as good as it gets
drowning, drowning, i’m outta regret
what i put in is all that i get
you’re a diamond, i die to forget
underwater, so dark and wet
i am lonely, you’re really depressed
i’m a phony, i’m only upset
you don’t know me, we really just met
this as good as it gets
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